a box of chocolate...

My momma always said life was like a box of chocolates…you never know what you're gonna get.
Forrest Gump
(Spoken by Tom Hanks in movie Forrest Gump)



In the book of life, the answers aren't in the back.
Charlie Brown

Life without love is like a tree without blossoms or fruit.
Kahlil Gibran



Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you.
Wally 'Famous' Amos




Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once.
Lillian Dickson



In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life. It goes on.
Robert Frost



Life is nothing without friendship.
Marcus Tullius Cicero

After that one night...

I copy and paste from r@p's blog.. it's very interesting..
hehe, sorry bro..
but hey, read this..

When a girl bumps into your arm while walking
she wants you to hold her hand
When she wants a hug she will just stand there
When u break a girls heart,
she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later
When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers,"I'm fine,
" after a few seconds,
she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you, "
no one in this world can miss you more than that.
When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back,
but she's scared she'll get hurt
and knows you're gone forever


When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you.
When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...
When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong
When a guy says, "I'm fine, "
after a few minutes,he means it
When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do
When you're laying your head on a guy's chest,
he has the world
When a guy calls you everyday,
he is in love
When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,
he means it
When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you till your done
When a guy says, "I miss you, "
he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else,
When a guy is mean to you after a breakup he wants you back,
but he's scared that he'll blew up

the one and only chance...

p/s: to him in my past: sometimes i wonder whether i have made a wise decision in my life.. can i have that one chance again? coz i'm scared i'll get hurt...

i have a very bad day

i feel so bad today..
don't know what to do..
don't even know how to let this feelings out..
the feeling of upcoming breakthrough...

i don't have the mood to say anything...
i just want to let things go..
am i selfish to myself?

i wonder what would happen if i burst everything out...
so as usual.. i keep it safe in my heart and thinking alone...

i'm not a loner.. but i feel, it's easier to not to burden the people near me...
i used to say everything out and let my feelings exposed to my roommate...
but she's not here today until night... she went to USM this morning, got some kind of meeting..
but that's fine..

everything i need is a space and time to understand what i want in my life..
not that i want to be alone.. (i don't know if that could happen..)
i want to sort everything back in one piece as i have scattered them around...

i want my true life when it was in 3or 4 years ago... with someone i loved the most...
i know that i have issues and drama,drama, drama ahead of my life...
and i want to bring them into piece right now...

i want a full relief...
that's want i wanted the most............

Rahsia tarikh lahir mengikut warna..jeng jeng jeng...

If your birthday is between.... Birthday Color

> > December 23rd ~ January 1st = Red

> > January 2nd ~ January 11th = Orange

> > January 12th ~ January 24th = Yellow
> > January 25th ~ February 3rd = Pink
> > February 4th ~ February 8th = Blue
> > February 9th ~ February 18th = Green
> > February 19th ~ February 28th = Brown
> > February 1st ~ March 10th = Aqua
> > March 11th ~ March 20th = Lime
> > March 21st = Black
> > March 22nd ~ March 31st = Purple
> > April 1st ~ April 10th = Navy
> > April 11th ~ April 20th = Silver

> > April 21st ~ April 30th = White
> > May 2st ~ May 14th = Blue
> > May 15th ~ May 24th = Gold
> > May 25th ~ June 3rd = Cream
> > June 4th ~ June 13th = Grey
> > June 14th ~ June 23rd = Maroon
> > June 24th = Grey
> > June 25th ~ July 4th = Red
> > July 5th ~ July 14th = Orange
> > July 15th ~ July 25th = Yellow
> > July 26th ~ August 4th = Pink
> > August 5th ~ August 13th = Blue
> > August 14th ~ August 23rd = Green
> > August 24th ~ September 2nd = Brown

> > September 3rd ~ September 12th = Aqua
> > September 13th ~ September 22nd = Lime
> > September 23rd = Olive
> > September 24th ~October 3rd = Purple
> > October 4th ~ October 13th = Navy
> > October 14th ~ October 23rd = Silver
> > October 24th ~November 11th = White
> > November 12th ~ November 21st = Gold
> > November22nd ~ December 1st = Cream
> > December 2nd ~ December 11th = Grey
> > December 12th~ December 21st = Maroon
> > December 22nd = Teal



-----------------------------*RED*----------------------------

You are the cute and lovable type. You are picky but always in love...and
likes being loved. Fresh and cheerful, but can be "moody" at times. Capable
with people, nice, soft and they can love you for the way you are. Likes
people who are easy to talk to and can make you feel comfortable.

--------------------------*CREAM*---------------------------

Competitive and sportive. Don't like losing and always cheerful! You are
trustworthy, and very out going. You choose love carefully and don't fall
in love easily. But once you find the right one, you don't let go for a
long long time.


------------------------*TEAL*------------------------

You are mostly interested in your looks and have high standards in picking
love. You think and make a solution precisely and hardly make stupid
mistakes. You like to lead and is easy for you to make new friends.


-------------------------*GREY*--------------------------

You are attractive, and active. You never hide your feelings and express
everything that's inside. But can be selfish at times. You want to be
noticed, and don't like to be treated unequally. You can brighten up
people's day. You know what to say at the right time, and you have a good
sense of humour.


-------------------------*GREEN*-------------------------

You get along well with new people. You are not really a shy person, but
sometimes you can hurt people's feelings by your words...You like to be
loved and noticed by your lover, but mostly you are single waiting for the
right person.


-------------------------*GOLD*--------------------------

You know what's right and what's wrong for you. You are cheerful and out
going. It's hard for you to find the one you want, but once you find the
right person, you won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.


---------------------------*PINK*---------------------------

You are always trying your best in everything, and like to help and care
for other people. But you are not easily satisfied. You have negative
thoughts, and you look for the sort of romantic love only found in
fairytales.


---------------------------*YELLOW*---------------------------

You are sweet and innocent. Trusted by many people, and have a strong
leadership role in relationships. You make good decisions and make the
right choices at the right time. You dream of a romantic relationship.


--------------------------*MAROON*-------------------------

You are intellegent, and know what's right. You like to make things go your
way, which can sometimes cause trouble for not thinking about other
people's feelings. But you can be patient when it comes to love... Once you
get a hold of the right person, it's hard for you to find a better love.


-------------------------*ORANGE*---------------------------

You are responsible for your own actions, and you know how to treat people.
You always have goals you look towards, and are competitive. When it comes
to friendships, you find it hard to trust someone, but once you find the
right friend, you trust them for ever.


----------------------------*PURPLE*--------------------------

You are mysterious, never selfish and get interested in things easily. Your
day can be sad or happy depending on your mood. You are popular between
friends but you can act stupid at times, and forget things easily. You go
for people who are trustworthy.


-----------------------------*LIME*-----------------------------

You are calm, but easily stressed out. You get jealous easily, and complain
over little things. You can't get stuck into one thing,but you have a
capable personality for everyone to trust you and like you.


--------------------------*SILVER*----------------------------

You are imaginative and shy, but you like trying new things. You like to
challenge yourself. You learn things easily, and like "Hard to get". Your
love life is usually hard and confusing.


---------------------------*BLACK*----------------------------

You are challenging, and have the "guts". But you don't like changes in
your life. And once you make a decision, you keep it that way for a long
time. Your love life is also challenging, and different.


--------------------------*OLIVE*----------------------------

You are warm and light hearted. You seem to flow well with friends and
family. You don't like violence and know what's right. You are kind and
cheerful and don't envy other people easily.


---------------------------*BROWN*---------------------------

You are active and sportive. It's hard for other people to get close to
you, but you fall in love easily. But once you find out you can't get
something, you give up and let go easily as well.


---------------------------*BLUE*---------------------------

You have low self-esteem and are very picky. You are artistic and like to
fall in love, but you let your love pass by, by loving with your mind, not
your heart.


---------------------------*NAVY*-------------------------

You are attractive, and love your life. You have a strong feeling towards
everything and are very easily distracted. Once you get angry at someone,
its hard for you to forgive them.


---------------------------*WHITE*-------------------------

You dream and have goals in your life. You get jealous easily and you don't
react to things easily. You are different and sometimes thought of highly
by others.


---------------------------*AQUA*-------------------------

Your feelings change suddenly and easily. You are always lonley, and like
travelling. You are truthful, but listen and believe other people too
easily. It's hard to find love for you, and get lost in love easily.
Sometimes you also get hurt by love.

horoscope vs reality

Scorpio Horoscope
Aug 30, 2009

"Long ailments should not be ignored they might cause some problems. You would be taken for a ride if you behave too generous with your finances. Arguments at home will lead to unpleasantness with family members. High emotions could ruin your day- especially when you find your beloved too friendly with others. Keep a vigil in the business to save yourself from cheating."

OMG... i don't know whether to believe this or not. indeed, it's very true for now.. that line of beloved thingy is very true. he was very friendly with my girl friend at 3 IN THE MORNING on a facebook! ya.. u might say i've been thinking too much, but hey, i thought he was asleep, coz he was very tired he said, no he said he was flat.. so i asked him to go and get some sleep, and he said ok.. and that time was 2.04 am.. do you get the picture??

is that i'm thinking too much or what? ok, maybe i think too much.. but i didn't know that until my friend told me about last night's meeting with them in the 2pm class.

i'm not jealous i think, but hoping for the same... i hope he would not ask me with who i'm going to class, with i'm doing this, doing that.. just i hope of the same.. where i can do whatever i want and at the same time i'm still with him.. it's just that..

p/s: am i frustrated or what? but the thing is i'm not jealous.

sekali lagi aku pening...

aku pening lagi...
nk kene pegi ko-k...
sabar je la...
assignment byak laagi..esok ada presentation..
hri isnin kene g putrajaya, ada smbutan bukak puasa ngan PM..
ramai2 naik bus nnt..
pastu kne buat paperwork untuk kebudayaan konvo... nasib badan...

Class cancelled!

Looi and me never get any info of the cancellation of the elt class.. poor us...

and i wonder why we don't know..

and only me and looi??? how come shah knows about it? huhuhu....

now, we ended up in the lab.. hehe.. no place to go, since thenext class is at 2 pm..

hmmm..... sabar je la bulan puasa ni...

finish reading my novel!

At last... it was a great book indeed. many things in the story relates to my story of life. as the title "where rainbows end", it tells about how love evolves and changes through times and circumstances.

It happened with your consent, of course, when you feel it. But the thing is.. there is always a feeling that haunts you back in the middle of the night, and you were thinking and having so many thoughts about whether you are sure or not the love that come to you is the love that you always wanted...

and you always want to give him so many chances to try, but you cannot...

and you always feels he is the right person for you, but he's cannot be with you because of someone else is currently in your life...

and you always wanted a time machine to turn back time where you can correct all those mistakes and messes and issues you had...

and when you realized that, you have lived so many years just hoping and guessing without doing anything to fix them back...

***what a tragedy in my life as i cant turn back into those times.....

p/s: or can i?

a new book of mine

Cecilia Ahern- Where rainbows end.
Sorry, no picture of that book... hehehe..
currently i'm on the 15th page. try to finish this one up. hoping that this will be a nice one. i dont know the ending, i dont like to flip on the end page and read the ending before reading the 1st page. (like someone who always wanted to buy books with a happy ending.) huuhuhu...

p.s: gotta read the book at least a few pages...huhu... or else.. i wouldnt end it up for years...

Today

today is the day. 13:33, monday. starting on a new blog of mine, it's kind of "oh, i have so much time for this.", but not actually. A friend to a friend of mine which i consider my closest friend burst this to me- "Let's blog." and so.. i think this is the result. hope this would not turn into smthg that i would not touch for centuries like my myspace, friendster, tagged, and facebook. Best of luck!